The Stench

I have a Blue Healer that likes to chase, capture and kill things that come into “his” yard. Recently, on a Sunday morning while I was getting ready for church, he went after a skunk that was trespassing.

He caught the skunk.
He killed the skunk.
Then proceeded to roll around on said skunk.

My husband looked outside and saw him in the yard rolling around and thought “oh isn’t he cute rolling around in the yard” and then he noticed that he was tossing something up into the air then rolling around on it again. He was repeating the pattern when my husband realized that it was a skunk. He had to go out, put our dog up and clean up the mess.

In the meantime, our dog Buddy evidently got sprayed by the skunk. He reeked of the most terrible smell, and if you have ever had a dog or other animals get sprayed by a skunk you know just what I mean and how terrible it smells. And you may have learned like I have that there is nothing that will remove the smell. I do not care what they sell on the market. I do not care what home remedies they tell you, I have not found anything to get rid of this smell. So, what we do is let our dog stay outside and get the smell off himself. He seems to do a much better job than anything I have tried in the past. He got into the pool a few times and he rolled around on the grass and a day later he still reeks of a horrible smell. Day two and three are not much better but either the smell is fading or I am getting accustomed to it.

This horrible smell reminds me of something else…sin. The stench of the smell reminds me of what sin must smell like to God. Romans 3:23 reminds us that we are all sinners, we have all sinned and fall short of the glory of God. And I would imagine our sin is a very putrid smell to God. To us, it may seem that the sin isn’t so bad and we have basically been able to continue in a sin where we have not been caught or a sin that may not be a catchable offense but a practice that is unholy to God’s standards but we have done this sin for so long that it doesn’t seem wrong. Like the smell of my dog after a day or two, I am getting accustomed to the stench and do not mind it as much. This is why we cannot measure sin by human standards but by Gods standards. God tries to protect us from sin and the enemy.

He gives us boundaries.
He gives us his Word.
He guides and directs us with the Holy Spirit.
And yet we still sin or at least I know I do.

I’m tempted to be annoyed with my dog for catching, killing, and getting sprayed by the skunk—and especially for smelling so awful. But I am reminded that I am no different to God. The stench of my sin is no different and so today I would invite you, just as I invite myself every day, to confess before God that I am a sinner saved by Jesus Christ because of the blood shed on the cross to cover my sins. In Jesus, we can be made clean. Our sins can be wiped away, and we can be a new creation, made righteous because of Jesus. So instead of leaving a stench in the air, may we allow the Holy Spirit to use us as a fresh fragrance spreading the grace and love of Jesus Christ wherever we go today.

But thank God! He has made us his captives and continues to lead us along in Christ’s triumphal procession. Now he uses us to spread the knowledge of Christ everywhere, like a sweet perfume. Our lives are a Christ-like fragrance rising up to God. But this fragrance is perceived differently by those who are being saved and by those who are perishing. To those who are perishing, we are a dreadful smell of death and doom. But to those who are being saved, we are a life-giving perfume. And who is adequate for such a task as this?  2 Corinthians 2:14-16

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Sharing the Gospel: A Unique Conversation with a Nail Tech Who Had Never Heard of Jesus

I was shocked to learn that my Nail Tech had never heard of Jesus Christ.

It was a usual afternoon of getting my nails done with casual conversation between me and Gina (not her real name). Something was said and she asked me if I was a Christian and I said “yes”. I asked her the same question and she said “no, she is Buddhist”. Here’s how the conversation went.

Me: I thought you celebrated Christmas.

Gina: We did.

Me: Do you know why you celebrated Christmas?

Gina: Not really, it’s a custom here and my son, who is 6 years old, enjoys it very much.

Me: Do you know who Jesus Christ is?

Gina: No, I’ve never heard of him.

WHAT???

Don’t we live in America?

And hasn’t everyone in America heard of Jesus Christ?

Are we not sending Missionaries around the world to tell people about Jesus?

How can it be that someone I see on a regular basis living in the USA has NEVER heard of Jesus Christ?

It hit me and hit me hard! What was I going to say next? I prayed and asked the Holy Spirit to guide me in my words.

I consider myself a woman of faith and I have learned how to share the gospel over the years. I participated in a FAITH outreach ministry for three years and learned how to tell people about Jesus. BUT…all those people had heard of Jesus.

So, I did what anyone would do and started at the beginning.

Yes, the beginning.

Me: In the beginning, when God created the heavens and the earth, he also created man and woman. He took them into the garden and told them they could eat from any tree except this one tree, the tree of knowledge of good and evil. Well, they did it anyway and sinned against God.

Gina: What is sin?

I did not see that coming.

Me: It is when you are disobedient or do wrong against God and others.

I told her we have all sinned and fallen short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23). Adam and Eve were the first to be disobedient aka sin, and it’s been happening ever since. I explained how people in the Old Testament times had to make a sacrifice for their sins. They would have to kill a perfect and spotless lamb every year to atone for their sins to be right with God.

Fast forward and we find God seeing us (humankind) needing a Savior, so He decides its time to send Jesus Christ. God sent Jesus in the form of a baby through a virgin birth (won’t get into the details of how I explained this) and that’s the baby in the manger at Christmas. He grew up living a perfect and spotless life to be the sacrifice for our sin. He died on the cross and then rose again three days later. He was resurrected and is alive in Heaven with God.

The Bible tells us if we confess with our mouth, Jesus is Lord, and believe in our heart that God raised Him from the dead, we will be saved (Romans 10:9).

What that means is if you understand you have sinned, believe and confess Jesus, you will spend eternity in Heaven with Him and others. It’s an amazing promise of life everlasting.

The whole time I was sharing with Gina, she was completely present. She had stopped doing my nails and was listening intently as she looked into my eyes. Others around me were listening too and I felt like they were a bit of a distraction, but I kept sharing. It took a little time and felt like a long time, but I kept going until I could abbreviate the best I could in my words the story of God, man, and Jesus.

Gina politely thanked me for sharing. I am certain she didn’t fully understand what all I just shared but I’m glad for the opportunity of planting the first seed. It may take several seeds as it does with many of us, but I know the first seed was planted, nonetheless.

Upon reflecting on that day, I am reminded in Romans 14:12 that each of us will give an account of ourselves to God one day. I do not want to be found wanting and wishing that I would have shared Jesus more. Even though Gina had been in this country for six years, I needed the reminder that even in the good ole USA, not everyone has heard of Jesus Christ, the Savior of the world.

To take it a step further, consider all who have entered this country from other places far away over recent years, they may not have heard of Jesus Christ either. I do not want to take for granted who has heard of Jesus Christ. I hope I am not surprised again but I am grateful to the Holy Spirit, the Helper who gives us insight and words when needed. Praise God!

I am praying for Gina to come to know the love of God and the saving grace of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

Who might you meet one day who has never heard of Jesus Christ?

Do you not know?
    Have you not heard?
The Lord is the everlasting God,
    the Creator of the ends of the earth.
Isaiah 40:28

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Scars

27 Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.” 28 Thomas said to him, “My Lord and my God!”
John 20:27-28

My 15-month-old granddaughter gently moved her finger across my cheek, touching my face. I wasn’t wearing makeup when she arrived at my home that day and when I picked her up, she gently touched the left side of my face where I have a scar.

The scar is the result of Moh’s surgery due to skin cancer. When I wear makeup it’s not as noticable but when I am exposed without makeup, it’s pretty blantant. It screams, “look something happened here”. Well at least that’s what I think, so I rarely go out without makeup. I am better about it and will occasionally go out without makeup, but often times I do not want to see someone look at me and wonder. I have thought so many times, if I could wipe away the scar I would.

That was not the case with Jesus.
He kept His scars.
He could have made them disappear; He is God.
But He didn’t and maybe He did it for you and me.

Jesus was pierced on his side and had nails in His wrists and feet when He was on the cross. Once resurrected He appeared to the disciples first showing them the scars and they were overjoyed. Thomas was not there at the time and the disciples told him about Jesus. Thomas said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.”

A week later, Jesus came through lock doors and was among the disciples in the room. He said, “Peace be with you”. Knowing Thomas needed proof Jesus said to Thomas 27 “Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it into my side. Stop doubting and believe.” Jesus was gentle with Thomas allowing him to feel and believe for himself. God is good to us that way. We aren’t able to physically touch the scars of Jesus but it is a beautiful thing that He uses others to gently touch us in our time of need. 

Thomas needed to see for himself and replied, 28 “My Lord and my God!” 29 Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”

I don’t know about you, but I am keeping my scar. I learned a lot going through the skin cancer process and needed God to get me through it. It was not easy having a hole cut out of my face and in some ways, it was very traumatic. But sometimes scars are good reminders that we have been healed. And when I look at my scar, it’s more about believing God and seeing proof that I have been healed. I want my granddaughter to know that scars happen because we live in a fallen world but that her God can make beautiful moments and memories from those scars. I will always remember that day and gentle touch through my sweet granddaughter reminding me that God cares for me and loves me…scars and all.

Where are your scars? Some are physical, some are emotional, some are spiritual, some are mental, etc. We all have them and it is what you choose to do with them matters. Do you need proof that your scars have a purpose?

Ask God.
Believe in Jesus.
Confess your sins.
Stop doubting and believe.

Jesus said, “blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”

May you believe and have life in Jesus name.

Amen

John 20:19-30

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Stuck?

Stuck between a rock and a hard place is an early 20th century saying described as faced with two equally dangerous or difficult choices or circumstances. It also means:

  • between a rock and a hard place
  • crunch
  • difficulty
  • dilemma
  • hot water
  • no-win situation
  • nuisance
  • pickle
  • predicament
  • quandary
  • sticky situation
  • tight situation

Do you ever find yourself in a situation like one of those above?

Sometimes it seems there is no good choice, and we feel stuck. Maybe it’s a situation, maybe it’s a season in life, maybe it’s a health decision. Whatever it is, you feel stuck and don’t know which way to turn.

May I suggest, turn to God.

He knows the way forward in your predicament, situation, season of life, or no-win situation.

He knows best path forward when it’s dark and you can’t see which way to go.

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Consider the role of Pilate in Jesus’ crucifixion. Pilate knew Jesus was innocent and that religious leaders were falsely accusing him. The crowd wanted to kill Jesus. Pilates wife had a terrible nightmare and sent word to her husband to leave this innocent man alone. The pressure was building from the crowd and Pilate decided to hand Jesus over to be crucified. Pilate washed his hands as a symbol of his innocence. But you and I both know God held him accountable. So next time you feel stuck, your inaction speaks of your intention as well as any action you would take on the matter.

What about Peter and Judas?

Repentance

Was Peter stuck when we he found himself in a life-threatening situation? Yes, he sure was and he found himself denying that he knew Jesus three times. He was scared that they would take him too and do harm to him like they were intending to do to Jesus. Peter found himself in a predicament, quandary, or tight situation. He didn’t know what to do to protect himself other than deny Christ (which is something he swore he would never do). Peter realized his sin immediately and felt sorrow that led to repentance. God forgave Peter and used him for His Kingdom.

Remorse

Was Judas in a predicament? He never gave his heart to Jesus. He followed him for three years and watched him perform miracle after miracle yet did not fully believe. Judas gave up Jesus with a kiss and watched the soldiers take him away. Maybe he thought Jesus would defend himself and rise to power since he was a King or maybe he thought Jesus wouldn’t go willingly and save himself. I don’t know, but I do know that Judas felt remorse and tried to confess his sin to priests who didn’t care about him and found himself in a quandary of feeling hopeless to the point of taking his own life. Sadly, Judas did not feel sorrow that led to repentance.

God

If you are feeling stuck with a major decision or situation, let me encourage you to take that first step toward God. God will meet you there…He’s there waiting for you.

The Lord bless you and keep you;
the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you;
the Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace.

Numbers 6:24-26

Steadfast

What does it mean to be steadfast?

Steadfast can be defined as firmly fixed in place, immovable, not subject to change, unwavering, firm in purpose and faith.

The Bible says, You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you. Isaiah 26:3, NIV

Isaiah 26:3, is my very favorite scripture of all time. It was the scripture I held onto when my mom was dying, when my son was struggling in school, and many other seasons of grief and uncertainty.

And this season is no different.

I have a feeling you can relate. Let me ask you something that I ask myself.

Do you trust God enough?

Do you trust Him enough for today?

Do you trust Him enough for tomorrow?

During this season of social distancing, are we trusting God?

Like many of you, I’m missing my family and friends. I am an Ambivert and because of that, I enjoy time alone and time with people. However, whether you are an Introvert, Extrovert or Ambivert, we are all created for relationships. So I’m guessing everyone is yearning to see their people right now.

I want to encourage you to remain steadfast in trusting the Lord during this season of uncertainty. He has gone before us in this matter and knows what is on the other side. He is trustworthy and we can trust Him.

I also want to remind you that God yearns to be with us. Like I mentioned, He created us for relationship and not just for each other, but also with Him. It’s a beautiful thing to think that God wants to be with us and it’s absolutely true!

Keep your mind steadfast by reading your Bible, praying, reading your devotional, watching church online and singing songs of praise to God. Spend time with your Creator daily. I’ve found when I do these things, my heart is full and I’m able to trust God for the very day He’s given me. He doesn’t want us to worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. Matthew 6:34.

Trust Him and trust in Him today and I promise you will be blessed with a peace that only comes from God.

Let us pray…God, create a clean heart for me and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Psalm 51:10

Over the Line

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Have you ever felt so passionate about something that you found yourself crossing the line? Possibly even to the point of being pushy?

Last year I became a Skincare Consultant. I was super excited to get started because I loved the products! Sure, there were other opportunities with direct sales companies, but this one…well it was the best and I wanted everyone to know it.

I had this thing in my head that working for the number one skincare company in N. America with the best products on the market, are pretty much going to sell themselves.

Right?

Have you ever joined something like this where you believed so much in the products that you won’t have to do a thing? Just put it out there and cha-ching the products will sell themselves.

Hindsight is always 20/20 and now I see how naïve I was to think such thoughts. And honestly, I had never been in sales before in my life.

Shortly after joining the company, I had an event at my house and invited a few friends. I wanted them to hear and see the products and fall in love with them like I did. The party went well although nobody bought a thing.

I was disappointed and tried not to show it.

I gave them samples as they left my home that night and followed up the next week.

One friend stopped responding to my texts, but that didn’t stop me from texting. I just kept right on letting her know how great the products were and the special offers we had going on at that time. I wanted her to purchase the products and find the same results I was finding in them. But she didn’t seem to be interested and when I realized I was the only one texting about these amazing products, I felt pushy and over the line.

I stopped texting and prayed about my crazy excitement of oversharing. I realized that my excitement and passion over these products was too much and I was being overly pushy.

I sent an apology text.

She didn’t reply.

I thought to myself, I have ruined this friendship and I was sad.

I prayed for my friend and for our relationship.

I realized that the only passion I should share so crazily is the love of my Savior. I found myself praying over my friends and relatives much I like did before I found my skincare business.

Do you know what happened?

My business started to grow.

Fast forward several months after my extreme pushiness, I had dinner with my friend. At dinner, she asked me about one of the products and decided to purchase. It was so pleasant to share the love of these products with someone who was ready and willing.

It was easy and much more fun!

Lesson learned…

I had put the Lord first as I believe he gave me this business opportunity and if that’s the case, He will bless it.

So the next time you find something you love and feel passionate about, take my advice and make sure you aren’t more excited about it than that of our Lord Jesus Christ.

He’s worth all the passion in the world, yet he doesn’t push his love on us.

He gently extends his arms to welcome us in the good times and in the bad.

He graciously offers his love in a way that always invites and never pushes over the line.

Jesus replied, “This is the work of God — that you believe in the one he has sent. John 6:29

 

 

 

 

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Power of Influence

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Have you ever considered the power of influence or ever thought about how much influence you have over people?

While researching a few women in the Bible, I noticed the amount of influence they had on the people around them, particularly their husband and community. Here’s one example I found in 1 Kings regarding Jezebel.

No one else so completely sold himself to what was evil in the Lord’s sight as Ahab did under the influence of his wife Jezebel. His worst outrage was worshipping idols just as the Amorites had done-the people whom the Lord had driven out from the land ahead of the Israelites. 1 Kings 21:25-26 NLT

Other translations read; urged on by his wife (NIV), pushed by his wife (The Message), his wife incited him (ESV/NASB/HCSB). 

Jezebel influenced her husband into idol worship. I think Ahab knew better but allowed his wife to influence him. He should have seen it coming since Jezebel was all about Baal worship, the false god that her father worshipped. However, King Ahab allowed the influence of his wife and devoted himself to do what was evil in the Lord’s sight. Later in 1 Kings 21:29, we see Ahab humble himself before God in true repentance.

Have you ever noticed that influencing begins in small forms and increases? You are either heading toward God with a godly influence or heading away from God with a worldly influence. Because the direction of the influence is a gradual process, you could be in way over your head before you realize it and heading in the wrong direction. Attitudes and addictions don’t happen overnight, it’s a process.

I recall a time in my life when I did not follow God. I followed the ways of this world and suffered the consequences of my bad decisions. Amazingly, God provided more grace than I deserved during that time since I made all my decisions based on worldly influences around me. I had accepted Christ as a teenager, but had gone my own way in my 20’s. Looking back, I can see where I suppressed the Holy Spirit and chose not to follow God.

This broke my mother’s heart. I found out after her death that she and my sister prayed for me during those years and I had no idea. Prayer is such a powerful tool so be encouraged to continue praying for those who need God in their lives.

I came back to God after 25 years and now my decisions are based on God’s leading and his Word. If you are a Christ follower, then you understand that we are here to further God’s kingdom and to be influencers for Christ.

Consider these three things with me regarding influence:

1. We have a great amount of influence. Influence over our households, children, work, church, and community. We need to be careful how we use our influence.

2. We are always influencing someone. Jezebel not only influenced her husband into idol worship she also raised a daughter, Athaliah, to be just like her.

3. Becoming a godly person is a process of allowing God to influence us. That’s why it’s so important to read your Bible and spend time with God daily so He can influence you and in turn you can influence others for God.

Spending time with God in the morning to start your day will have great influence on you for the rest of your day…and life.

In the morning Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I please my case to you and watch expectantly. Psalm 5:3

Mornings with God

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 O Lord, hear me as I pray; pay attention to my groaning. Listen to my cry for help, my King and my God, for I pray to no one but you. Listen to my voice in the morning, Lord. Each morning I bring my requests to you and wait expectantly. Psalm 5:1-3

 

Like the Psalmist David, have you ever found yourself groaning and crying out to the Lord first thing in the morning? If you have, you remember exactly the time and place in which it happened. To wake up and already feel so desperate for God that you start with groaning and crying is a tough place to be. I recall a time when something was so heavy on my heart that I woke up each day burdened by it. I would give it to God before going to bed, only to wake and have it heavy on my heart again. I learned very quickly to survive the day, I had to give it to God first thing in the morning.

My son struggled in school during his first grade year. He was tested and the outcome was unknown for his future. I was desperate for God. I needed his guidance, discernment, and peace to survive each day. I sought God and prayed hard all during my son’s school days. I was in a Moms in Prayer group where I learned how to pray and pray is what I did all through the years. My son graduated high school and those days are now gone. He has grown up and turned out to be a fine young man. However, his future is still somewhat uncertain and I still get up each morning and pray.

This situation created a pattern of seeking God first thing in the morning and it is vital to my soul. Without my morning time with God, my day isn’t the same and rarely goes well. Some days I have time to sit and read for a long time and some days are a few moments in a devotional. I give all that I can give in the morning and pray for all that burdens my heart each day. Sometimes things work out well and sometimes they are not so well, but I’m well because of time spent with God in prayer.

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I started writing this devotion few years ago when our family had a moment of grieving together. We had to put our family dog of 12 years down. I had never heard my son groan and cry with such emotion. I can’t tell you how many times I prayed for my son to have the same life experiences as his peers. This may not make sense to you if you’ve not experienced having a child who has struggled in these areas. However, I’m a happy mom because my son knows how to love well and grieve well. What more could a mother ask…well maybe for him to take his requests to God each morning then wait expectantly like the verse says so I’ll keep praying for that each morning.

But let all who take refuge in you rejoice; let them sing joyful praises forever. Spread your protection over them, that all who love your name may be filled with joy. For you bless the godly, O Lord; you surround them with your shield of love. Psalm 5:11-12

Life After 9/11

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I realize we are past the 15th anniversary of 9/11/2001 and publishing this post may seem late. However, I beleive the timing is perfect for someone and I’m praying for the person(s) this is meant to encourage. For me, 9/11 it’s a constant reminder that I need a deep relationship with God. Last year I went to New York for the first time in my life and when I returned, I started this post. However, it has been sitting as a draft ever since. I knew when the timing was right, I would share. Here’s my experience and I hope you will come along with me.

Saint Paul’s Chapel was the only building that didn’t sustain damage on September 11, 2001. I recall hearing about this at the time but there’s nothing like seeing it with your own eyes.

It was my first trip to New York and I was so happy to see the city with my precious step-daughter, Chelsea. She invited me to come along on a work trip so we took advantage of the opportunity and went early for the weekend to take in the sites and see a Broadway play.

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The whole weekend was amazing! We started day one with a tour of New York City. It was a rainy and windy cold day. It was Fall which is something Texas doesn’t do well. Our tour consisted of bus and boat and it was fantastic! We saw many sites such as the Empire State Building, Flatiron Building, Rockefeller Center, Madison Square Garden, Statue of Liberty, 9/11 Memorial site and much more. Our tour guide, Bernice, was great! You could tell she loved her job and the city.

She shared wonderful details about all the sites and when she talked about 9/11, her story became personal. Seems like everyone has a 9/11 story if you were alive that day. However, her story really resonated with me and I want to share it.

Bernice had a dream the night before 9/11 of planes crashing into the World Trade Center buildings. She was scheduled to give a tour of the World Trade Center to a bus load of people at promptly 9:00 am on September 11, 2001. She called in to work and told them that she needed to cancel the tour and would not make it to work that day.

I don’t have to tell you what happened because you know the rest of the story of that horrible day. Bernice praised God for saving her life and others.

Bernice has had other dreams and learned to pay attention to them long ago. On another occasion she dreamed of leaving her apartment and being mugged and badly beaten. When she woke and left her apartment the next day, she was mugged and badly beaten. Bernice has learned something that some of us might want to think about. I believe she listens to God and this is how God speaks to her. He speaks to all of us and often times we are not aware or we choose to ignore.

God spoke to me loud and clear to me following that dreadful September 11th day. You see I had a relationship with God for eternity, but not a relationship for the here and now. The bible tells us that Jesus came they we may have life and have it to the full (John 10:10). The Common English Bible translation says “…so they could live life to the fullest”. I knew he wanted me to find a place to worship and grow in the knowledge of who he was, is, and is to come. That day was a turning point in my life and I sought God with all my heart. Looking back, I’m grateful for taking the next step toward God and can see why he was preparing me for a better life…a life with Him at the center of everything.

Nothing can shake the foundation set in place by the One who delivered me from sin and death. I’ve been able to endure grief, sorrow, pain, and loss because God is my strength. I’ve also been able to experience joy, grace, peace, love, and life because God is my strength.

I believe God gave us a strong message by the standing and unaffected Saint Paul’s Chapel during the 9/11 attacks. There’s no explanation for why that building is still standing as it is literally across the street from where the Twin Towers stood. God purposely preserved this chapel and for me, it’s a message of hope and eternity. Don’t wait another second to follow after God and may you respond to the call he has on your life.

Love God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself. Luke 10:27